eyesofthe_child

Catch Up - real world

Yeh ok - Even Lili has blogged more frequently than I have. So I have a lot to bring you up to date with. I will do this by a real world post and then spiritual world catch up.

Since I last blogged - I loved half term carried on working but in a more relaxed way and spoiled myself with much needed time out with the children.

Including Ethan's birthday celebrations.

Choked by Perfect Peace

My life is beginning to chill.The last week is not one I would wish to repeat. You know God was with me. So close I could feel his breath upon my face. I did not want to turn my head away from what he and I faced together. I was so aware of God's presence I kept my focus.

I did not get through the week without a pool of tears now and again. Those times I just wanted my daddy to hold me and hug it all away. A txt hug had to do. I knew my Big Daddy was consuming my every moment.

Ya better shape up.....

I need a man... There are many things I can turn my hand to and I am able to do many things. I have been forced into a single parent mode while Andrew works away for 4 days of the week, don't worry it is a temporary, very short term thing. It can make us very independent and self reliant. I cannot use a drill, I hate hammers. The rest I will take a challenge, much to Andrew's concern to what he may return to.

There are some ladies, that make a choice to remain single the whole of their lives, there are some that are thrown into it by circumstance. Me I am wimp.

Banner awaits

Yay! I have been playing with my own design page for ages but always lost patience. It is still time consuming and nothing makes sense - the new design and colours are more created by trial and error rather than creative design.

Sucks! You don't get a wide choice of colours to play with. But hey you like it? As for the banner what is the resizing stuff? Why can't that be easy.  Caaarrrlllllaa  Help!!!!!!!!!

I need my Daddy

My heavenly Daddy has held me, He has comforted and squeezed my hurting heart of all its pain in these last few days. I feel exhausted but peaceful. We have been in the middle of all the aftermath of last weeks tragic fire that killed Callum.

Big Friendly Dragon

Will there always be a dragon within me? I have had to use my teacher stare and my stern voice and my cross voice this week. There are some children that respond to the stare and some push it a little more. So they get the full caboodle. Especially when one child thinks it is OK to throw a table at another child. Having none of it the standard was set! Hopefully the message will get through.

White Water

After a substantial blog break, I am stirring my tired eyes to create a rambling of thoughts. At times like this I have so much to write about and share I never know where and sometimes how to begin.

I have come to a conclusion that I need sunshine and holiday time.

GP Rocks

I finally got into the GP today - I know it is a bit late, having suffered the bug for nearly two weeks. It is not that I love my GP or visiting him, or attempting to visit but I do seem to have visited him with a regrettable frequency in the past few months. I have seen him twice in this last week. I know he enjoys my visits as I am an interesting medical text book case. Things that are extremely rare - you know the 1 in ten million type person. I did reassure him today I am not a hypochondriac.

Biohazard Warning

We have not been exposed to the H5N1 virus and we have not cuddled up to any infected birds. We are racked with a horrid virus of chest infections in our household. None of us are scratching at the ground and flappingour arms, just laying around catching up on DVD watching

Elliott remains whole and well, and must as he has a day at Laban Theatre in London on Saturday.

Blog break

Blog break - many reasons - feeling under the weather and too cold to venture to the office.  I killed my 5 year old laptap -The battery died permanently and the keyboard lost its keys! I eagerly awaited the arrival of a new one. Most importantly, asking for miracles is an exciting place and I have opened up a huge area to God's almighty hand.

last week will be blogged under separate headings.