eyesofthe_child

A bird out from a cage....

well here it is.... The spiritual realm...

As with spiritual discoveries one never knows where one should begin.  I have spent the best part of 6 months to a year having faced a challenge set to me, translating it to think that God must really want me to do it. The reasons why I couldn't are not important the effect if had over me was disabling.  Instead of being still and hearing what God was saying to me I jumped in fear to an incorrect conclusion. Now having beaten myself up severly I have submitted and allowed God to speak once again. Sometimes he speaks it is not always for the now but in time.... duh!

A hot date!

Well apart from its quite cold at the moment and he is not as hot as he used to be when I was little. We are still going to share a tub of popcorn or natchos. Andrew and I are catching a night out to the movies. I realised today this is the first time EVER we have both been to the cinema on our own. Huh, wierd. We sort of were very young when we got married.

Catch Up - real world

Yeh ok - Even Lili has blogged more frequently than I have. So I have a lot to bring you up to date with. I will do this by a real world post and then spiritual world catch up.

Since I last blogged - I loved half term carried on working but in a more relaxed way and spoiled myself with much needed time out with the children.

Including Ethan's birthday celebrations.

Accepted or Not?

We are in exciting times. We have been seeking God and searching His plan for us with regard to moving house, since the end of August. The house went on the market in August and we have kept an eye on the changing market.

Today we have received an offer on our house. We have not accepted it yet as we are now looking to see if there are potential houses where we will make home again.

Trust

When I was hungry, you fed me. When I was thirsty you gave me drink. When I was sick you healed me. When I was lonely you were my imaginary friend. When I was beaten and batterred and bruised you hid me away. When I was alone you were my comfort. When I was in darkness you were my light. When I am confused you bring clarity. When I was in pain and turmoil you were my peace. When I was wandering you were guide.

When I was dying you offered me life when I was in total darkness you turned on the light......

Where?

Shamed by Miss Trundle. I break blog holiday. I wish I could have had a longer Summer. It has been awesome. So many things we have done have been absolute fun.

I have joined the craze of Facebook - it is more sociable that typepad. So I have had enjoyed it immensely.

Holidays

The summer nearly gone and what have i done, where have I been?

We spent two weeks in the beautiful area of Cadiz. We were soaked in sunshine. We relaxed in a beautiful villa, with a pool. I did not want to come home.

Choked by Perfect Peace

My life is beginning to chill.The last week is not one I would wish to repeat. You know God was with me. So close I could feel his breath upon my face. I did not want to turn my head away from what he and I faced together. I was so aware of God's presence I kept my focus.

I did not get through the week without a pool of tears now and again. Those times I just wanted my daddy to hold me and hug it all away. A txt hug had to do. I knew my Big Daddy was consuming my every moment.

One more week to go and transition reports completed, induction day under my belt - piles of paper work left to do in the remaining week of term.

Within these coming days... I have some huge hurdles towering in front of me.

I know I am about to face possibly the worst week one could ever imagine.

Mouth of a babe.

Jonas Paul Jed is loved and yummed by all that come into his life. He does not take long to weedle his way into the teeniest of spaces in peoples hearts. Jonas truly is a peaceful and most happy little boy. He rarely gets cross and tantrums are easily diffused. Occasionally he displays a distinct teenager attitude, learned from his siblings.